Anjaam

Kyon ulajthi hoon mein un purane khayalonse?

Shayad vo aaj bhi mujhe meri kamiyaan yaad dilathi hain;

pehle kya tha jo ab mere paas hai ? _  wohi

anokha dimaag jo mujhe gehri kayi mein dakhelnaa chahtha hai?

Ladladke thak gayi mein _ mere

Yudh kaand ka aakri panna abhi aaya nahi hai;

Kya maangun mein us bhagwaan se _ jo

sab jaanthe hue bhi mere haalathon pe hastha hai;

Zindagi mein jeena toh meri bas ki baat nahi_

Marne tak ki himmath nahi hai mujhme;

Kahaan pe hui hai galthi?

Kahaan hai mera makham?

Kaun dikhayega raastha?_ aur

Kya hoga iska anjaam?

ghumke wohi sawaal pe aakar rukh jaathe hain mere khayal_ ke

Kyon ulajthi hoon mein un purane khayalonse? aur_ kya hoga iska anjaam?

(This is again a feeling of desperation when one is helpless and doesn’t even have energy to think positive)